I can't let any of my conservative friends find out my old Tumblr url. Why? I googled it and here's what I found:

THE BLOG NO LONGER EXISTS WHY IS THE INFO STILL THERE DARN YOU GOOGLE

Saved some old gpoys from my blog and now I think I'm actually going to delete my Tumblr now before my parents get onto me for waiting so long. (But hey, in my defense, it did take a while to back up those 2k+ words of poetry. And I've been busy lately.)

*sobs*

Judging by the likes vs dislikes, I guess no one likes the Nintendo 2ds? xD

I hate this. I got triggered, and went to cry alone. But with no one to talk to about it/calm me down. This is what I needed Tumblr for, and now I don't have that. I feel like if I contacted an old Tumblr friend for support, that I would be a burden or an annoyance.

I'm going to start writing a new project next month. A supernatural thriller of sorts. I'm really excited now after reading through the Horror & Supernatural board on NaNo. :3

Yet after reading through some of the threads on this particular board, I'm also being hit with new plot bunnies. And I'm not entirely adverse to working on one of them instead of my original project either. ;P

This cramping on the right side of my tummy is driving me mad. I know what it is (colon issues), but I'm afraid to take anything for it because I know it just comes back a little while after the issue is "resolved". Ugh asdghjkl I have dance class in 33 minutes too. >_<

I can deal with hearing my best friends' four other siblings whine a bit and stuff, yet I can't deal with a hyperactive three year old and a crazy brother (Jessica doesn't count because she's older than them and not so annoying in the way they are). Of course if I complain about it, I'll sound ridiculous. So I have to be quiet and just take it....or go freaking nuts.

You know what sucks?

Not being able to talk to your parents about anything. Of course they say otherwise, but really, I can't. That's what my Tumblr was for. It helped me rant and work out my problems without burdening my parents or sounding freaking ridiculous.

I haven't even been home 2 hours before I break down. This stress is awful, yet I'm not exactly sure where this stress is coming from....

And here I go, censoring myself again. I really shouldn't be, but I feel like my every word is being judged. I don't feel like I have a safe haven to express myself anymore. :(

I'm really missing the easiness of blogging through Tumblr. Sure, the Blogger app isn't that bad, but I can't view my blog under 3G because of the Alltel Global Filter. *headdesk*

But hey, I'll just have to get used to it. I think I've backed up all my writings I've posted through there, but I'm going to double-check before I delete it.

Heck, I don't even know if I'll have time to delete it. Not today, at least. I'm gonna be super tired when I get home. ;P

8/24/13-My day

I have had an amazing day. I went to my best friend's birthday party/lunch, then we went and walked around Wal-mart while her mom went to pick up a few things. The only remotely bad thing that happened was that I tried a vanilla coke and ended up making myself sick (getting pre-migraine stuff like slightly blurry vision). Thankfully it died down within 30-45 minutes of me resting and wearing sunglasses. (Also the hot shower helped. :3)

I have a feeling that I'll be getting back to writing in a couple days. While I have a little more story prep to do, I really miss writing via my laptop.....

Such a lovely evening :3

I'm actually having a hard time figuring out what to make a blog post about. I tried writing a post about what I'll be doing these next few months writing-wise, but it just seemed....I don't know, not me? This is why I miss Tumblr. It's a microblogging service, and so much cleaner to post through. (No sarcastic pun intended when I say it's "cleaner" to post through. ;P)

Though I need to stop saying that I miss Tumblr before Mom gets onto me....

Well perhaps blogging about my morning so far would do good.

I slept in a bed with Gracie. She may be small and three years old, but the child's a bed hogger. My left side was sore for a little bit after that. ;P I got up a few minutes after eleven. Had some crazy dreams, I think, but of course I wouldn't remember them.

Ugh...I can't do this. This just....isn't me. Maybe I can get back into the blogging groove later....when I get some good ideas on what to post about. :P

Let's clear up something

As most of my followers from Tumblr know, I was punished from July 22nd-August 22nd with no internet access, computer, or cell phone. Here's why:

-The secrecy. I was dishonest about having a Facebook account under my pen name. Of course, with my parents being conservative Christian, I felt the need to because I know their stance on marriage equality. (I was going to publish a gay Christian romance novel under it.)

-The homosexual and pornographic content of Tumblr. Ugh, that's a long story. I know my mom will be reading this so maybe you can explain for me, Mom?

-I had written a porographic fanfic.

-I was working on a gay Christian romance novel.

I feel like I'm forgetting a reason.....

Anyways, they have decided that I can keep everything except Tumblr, and maybe Instagram, but I was thinking of getting rid of Instagram anyways. I understand some of why I was punished, and semi-why I'm not being allowed to keep my Tumblr. But I saw the comments on the last Tumblr post I made and felt the need to clear up a few things. ;P

Hello!

Alright my lovelies! Most of you know me from Tumblr (under the same url, thepsychohaswritten), but if this is your first time on my blog, hello!

I'm Kelley, the insane 15 year old with a NaNoWriMo obsession. I blogged under a Tumblr url for ten months before being discovered by my parents and being taken off (also I was grounded from the interwebz and my electronic devices were taken away). But that's for another blog post.

This blog will be for my NaNoWriMo progress and other fun things. As much as I want to be back on Tumblr, I don't have a choice and I'll just have to make do with Blogger. :/

Well, let's get blogging!